At 3+am, my tummy started to ache and i started going to and fro to the loo, thinking that i had a diarrhoea.. After a while, then i started to wonder whether this is what others have been saying "contractions" . Hmmmmm. The best part is my mom told me to bear with it as first delivery normally takes a long long time so i obediently stayed on my bed..Until 6+am, i told my mom i could no longer bear with the pain plus i had a "show" (spotting of bloods traces) too so i was immediately rushed to the hospital.. ;p

I started breastfeeding when i was in hospital. I was on partial breastfeed and it was then that i realised that breastfeeding is indeed very tiring because no matter how tired i was, i need to continue breastfeeding. I breastfeed for approximately a month because i developed infections. I had fever on and off and engorgement. I guess the stress was too overwhelmed for me to handle that i thought i was developing depression. Nevertheless, I still tried to breastfeed by doing regular heat pad massage but the milk supply reduced tremendously so i had no choice but to stop breastfeeding. i would love to give it another try for upcoming second one..